In my previous blog post I mentioned the videos from Queensnake. Becki got the idea of using nettle on my body from one of their videos. I decided to review as many of their videos as I could to get an idea of how to be abused, be degraded or experience significant amounts of pain.

Many of the Queensnake videos involved tit and cunt torture and I was amazed at all the different ways to torture a female's tits or cunt. One of the Queensnake videos showed a woman sitting naked on an ant hill. She let those ants crawl all over her cunt as she squirmed from the tiny bites that they were given her. I just about came looking at that video and wished that it was me on at anthill. I was sorry to see the ants were black ants and not red ants. Red ants would be the ultimate pain.

I thought and thought and came up with what I thought was an ingenious way to self-torture my clit and cunt using red ants, to achieve significant pain. I gathered a rubber tube that came with my vacuum pump setup and cut it about 12 inches long. I took the “pussy cup” that I used with the “pussy pump”portion of my vacuum setup. I took the rubber tube and attached one end to the suction opening of the vacuum pump. The other end of the tube will be attached to the “pussy cup”. I then set up a weightlifting bench and raised the barbell holder to its highest setting. I fastened ankle cuffs on each side to accept my legs and secure them to these holders. Next, I secured a ring in the floor with a chain that would go to the handcuffs that I would lock on my wrist. This way I couldn’t stop what I was about to do to myself if I wanted to. The key to unlock the handcuffs was attached to a loop of string about a foot long. I froze the key in one of those Popsicle freeze containers (the ones who used to make ice pops) which I would hang from my neck. I could reach the Popsicle freeze container with my hand but, the only way to free up the key as I tortured myself would be to wait for the ice pop to melt so I could get to the key.

With all the preparations done and everything set up, I went in search of my tormentors and I found an ant hill of red ants in the back of my backyard. I scooped around 50 to 60 red ants into a container. I had a pair of old stockings from which I had cut out a patch that I could use as a lid, held on by a rubber band so the red ants would still get air.

The next step was to get out my commercial tens unit setup. I could put a positive and negative on each nipple and attach one lead to a pad above where the “pussy cup” would rest, and the other lead was attached to a steel butt plug that would be put in my ass hole. I set the tens unit on an AC timer that would come on a couple minutes after I started my self torture.

When it was time I stripped naked, got the tube and vacuum cup. I was standing and I turned the “pussy cup” up so that I could fill the “pussy cup” with red ants. I moved the “pussy cup” up between my legs and pressed it tightly against my cunt. I then used the vacuum pump to suck enough air to allow the “pussy cup” to adhere to my pussy.

I had the string with the key hanging from my neck close to where my hands would be. The tens unit was at the ready, with the timer on. I quickly attached the leads. I quickly proceeded to lock my ankles in the ankle restraints. With my heart pounding with anticipation I quickly snapped the handcuffs on. By the time I laid back, the red ants were already biting the lips of my cunt and crawling in and around the opening to my cunt.

God did it hurt. I grabbed the ice pop with the key and held it, hoping to get it to melt sooner. If I wanted to unlock myself and get those pesky red ants out of me I would have to melt the ice. Just as I was trying not to scream the tens unit clicked on sending pulses of electricity to both my nipples and my swollen clit and ass. I was incensed with pain shaking uncontrollably by what I was doing to myself. As the pain from those ants biting me and the electricity burning me, continued I was actually coming uncontrollably from the pleasure and pain I was receiving. My cunt was burning from the red ants and I was cumming, cumming and cumming.

It was 45 min. later and after five orgasms from the combined pain of the red ants and the tens unit, the key to my handcuffs finally became available. I quickly unlocked my hands and shut the tens unit off. My legs by now were cramping so I unlocked them and then pulled the vacuum cup off of me. I brushed the red ants that I could see off of my skin but I could still feel several red ants crawling inside my cunt. And yes, they were still biting more than ever because they were running out of air. I had such a burning pain right below my belly button from the burning and itching from the red ants. That would be with me for days after the ants died. Of course, several hours later I did douche all those little tyrants out of me.

It did take about a week of self medication to get over the itching and burning. I now feel no after effects.

Will I do it again you ask? Yes, maybe with yellow jacket bees, or crickets, or maggots. Something that will eat and give me pain at the same time. I’d love to hear from anyone of you out there that love to do what I do to my body.